Sands of time

Sigh

2004-10-18T15:41:48Z

I was happy. I really was but now something is wrong. I mean, I'm still happy but I feel a little bit sad again. I feel bad about hurting people. I know I'm happy, but I still miss them but that doesn't matter anymore. We all have to go on with our lives.Either way, I still have a lot of stuff to accomplish and I wish my roommate would just drop dead. That or else I'll have to kill her.

List

2004-06-30T22:46:11Z

Things to do this week
1 Get a license
2 Rent an apartment
3 Fill out FAFSA
4 Finish BOM class
5 BE HAPPY AGAIN
I have a limit for myself. I have exactly 2 weeks from yesterday to get where I want to go. That's the only way I can be happy and finally figure out what I'm doing. I have to work for another month until I have enough money to do what I want but hopefully my family will pull through. If not...Well, I'm definitely on a deadline. My sister's moving in about 1-2 weeks. Her new house is almost finished so either I go live there with her or I figure my life out. I prefer the latter. My parents claim they're going to buy me a car. That would be awesome, if only I knew how to drive. The person giving me driving lessons is laying low because my parents are here so...That's a definite problem. But I think I can get around it. Hum...
Today's list
1 Go home
2 Eat dinner
3 Do BOM
4 Mail DE
5 Call dude
6 Clean room
7 Cut nails
8 Smile
9 Buy stuff for parents
10 Meditate or yoga

Things to do

2004-06-23T18:50:34Z

So today I decided to get a new web-journal. I don't really know why. It'll just add to my list of stuff I could be doing. Maybe because I've contaminated the other page with talking about my now ex-boyfriend. I really need something free of him to start a new part of my life. Dang, guys are fickle fickle things. Plus I have no friends on this one, so if anyone wants to add me that would be really awesome.